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MOVED: akkeyroomi
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I've set up my new account, so goodbye to this one. Off to a fresh start! Please direct all badges to that account. Also, art requests are open over there. Come visit!
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Changing Accounts
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I haven't really done anything with this account in at least two years tbh aha. I've been drawing on and off but a majority of them don't make it online. I want a fresh start with a new account. I'll be keeping this alive for old time's sake, but otherwise the new one will be my main account. I'll update again once I've set it up ^^ In the meantime, this is my Tumblr and my Twitter :3
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Art is over.
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Today was the due date for our last painting. NO MOAR ART.
I can now draw for pleasure... TTwTT
I can now draw for pleasure... TTwTT
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I hate school.
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I hate it. A lot. For now. Maybe. I don't know. I just hate it. A lot.
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IT'S DIFFERENT.
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For three years I've been a K-Pop fan. For three years I've been a Donghae fan. For three years I've wanted to be his friend.
BUT THIS IS SO DAMN FUCKING DIFFERENT.
I'm a new Inspirit. I've recently discovered Infinite with their Be Mine promotions. My eyes immediately found Nam Woohyun, their main vocals, their ice prince, their aegyeo master, their chocolate abs. I watched Sesame Player, YAMO, and Children of the Night to see if I liked any one else. For a few days I kept insisting that I like them all, and I can't pick a bias. I actually believed it. Unlike Super Junior, whom I like as whole, wherein I dislike a couple of members, all members have me captured. Sunggyu's leadership; Dongwoo's innocent, dorky laugh, Woohyun's incredible talent; HoYa's quiet personality; Seungyeol's choding acts, Myungsoo's dark and sexy face; and Sungjong's entertaining feminine side.
Boy, was I wrong.
I kept going back to Woohyun. I can't keep my eyes off of him. I keep looking for him, listening for him on my mp3 player. I even dreamt about him.
And it's different from Donghae.
With Donghae, I want to be his friend. I want to perform with him, I want to laugh and sing with him. All my friends know that, despite the very slim chance of it happening, I want to be a part of his life as a friend. I knew at once that all I want is his friendship.
With Woohyun, it's the same, with one slight difference: IT HURTS.
I know for a fact that I can never be their friend unless I join their group or I invade their dorms. I'm fine with it when it comes to Donghae, but, in Woohyun's case, the unlikeliness of it happening friggin' HURTS me.
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WHY AM I THINKING SUCH STUPID THOUGHTS? I ALREADY KNOW IT'S IMPOSSIBLE, BUT WHY WOULD IT SUDDENLY HURT? WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME?
BUT THIS IS SO DAMN FUCKING DIFFERENT.
I'm a new Inspirit. I've recently discovered Infinite with their Be Mine promotions. My eyes immediately found Nam Woohyun, their main vocals, their ice prince, their aegyeo master, their chocolate abs. I watched Sesame Player, YAMO, and Children of the Night to see if I liked any one else. For a few days I kept insisting that I like them all, and I can't pick a bias. I actually believed it. Unlike Super Junior, whom I like as whole, wherein I dislike a couple of members, all members have me captured. Sunggyu's leadership; Dongwoo's innocent, dorky laugh, Woohyun's incredible talent; HoYa's quiet personality; Seungyeol's choding acts, Myungsoo's dark and sexy face; and Sungjong's entertaining feminine side.
Boy, was I wrong.
I kept going back to Woohyun. I can't keep my eyes off of him. I keep looking for him, listening for him on my mp3 player. I even dreamt about him.
And it's different from Donghae.
With Donghae, I want to be his friend. I want to perform with him, I want to laugh and sing with him. All my friends know that, despite the very slim chance of it happening, I want to be a part of his life as a friend. I knew at once that all I want is his friendship.
With Woohyun, it's the same, with one slight difference: IT HURTS.
I know for a fact that I can never be their friend unless I join their group or I invade their dorms. I'm fine with it when it comes to Donghae, but, in Woohyun's case, the unlikeliness of it happening friggin' HURTS me.
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WHY AM I THINKING SUCH STUPID THOUGHTS? I ALREADY KNOW IT'S IMPOSSIBLE, BUT WHY WOULD IT SUDDENLY HURT? WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME?
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